My Good Times Still Need God (from previous blog)

So, I think most people know that I'm generally happy. Everything has been going smoothly in my life. No major worries or trials have come my way. I've just been happy. I didn't think I could be any happier...or maybe it would be more accurate to say that I didn't think I could be any more content. But I am now. So everything is wonderful :) But here's the problem..... 

Sometimes when I am feeling this way (life is great) I have a tendency to think I can take care of things on my own. I think maybe I don't need God as much as I thought. I couldn't be more wrong. I need God's guidance now more than ever. So right now, I'm a little scared. I'm scared that I will stop talking to God and try to control my life even more than I have been. 

Its so ridiculous that during life's high points, I'm not thanking God for bringing me here. Rather, I'm thinking that I can handle everything without Him, as if I brought myself this far. I just need to remember that I cant do anything without God. There's a Todd Fields song that explains this perfectly. Its called "Apart From You" 

I cant do anything

I cant say anything

I cant face anything apart from You

Because You are everything

and so my soul will sing

I cant do anything apart from You 

So I guess I just need to remember that I need Him to do even the simple things like getting out of bed in the morning. I need to keep praying and remember everything He's done for me. Without Him I can do nothing.